Moving

Dearest Readers,

So I guess the name the Seasideian is no longer going to apply. I am moving away from the...lovely....ocean here in Oregon and moving back to my old hangout spot, Spokane. Why this sudden move Seasidian? I know that you're all asking me. The answer is simply. Seaside is suffocating my soul.

It's really not as dramatic as it sounds. I just feel like I can't be who I really want to be. I mean i've never gotten fired...ever.... and I did here. And everyone here is back stabbing and only out to better themselves. Ok so I guess that's true of anywhere but at least in Spokane I know who likes me and who doesn't. Here it's just....harder to figure out.

This may be the cowards way out but i'm doing something i've always wanted to go. Move in with my best friend. We always made plans to and then something came up. well now we've signed the lease and we are officially moving in on September first. Which is when first month is due, hopefully i have a job by then and i can pay the 200 hundred dollars for my first month rent. This is all wishful thinking, by the way.

I'm also going back to school. After my Eastern demise last spring i figured out that maybe Eastern wasn't the right school for me. and in all fairness i didn't really think about going to that school. I just kind of went because i knew i could get in. was it selling my self short? well yes. but i didn't think, and still don't think, that i could have gotten into a better school. This way i'm going to wipe my slate clean in community college and then start all over at a four year. so two years living with my best friend and going to community college and then on to the big four year university. it will be fun, no?

I'm pretty stoked to go back to school. I've realized that i belong in a class room, either learning or teaching. it's where i feel the best. ok, yes, i am the world's biggest nerd. But that's ok i've come to terms with that now. But it's true. i belong in a class room. i don't think i could ever teach at the elementary level in anyway. But it's where i feel i belong.

Anyways, the whole point of this was to tell you all that i'm leaveing the coast. I am moving back to the flat, brown oasis in the eastern washington desert. Maybe i'll come back and visit....maybe...

The Seasideian