My fellow wanderers,
last night i hung out with my two best friends. both of which i had not seen in a very long time. We were being complete dorks (because that's who we are) and just getting caught up on what's happend to each other in the past year that we were apart. And of course, because we are females and it is in our genetic make up that we must, we started talking about relationships and boys. One of my friends is in a relationship that's headed, some what slowly, straight down the isle. The other one is date three guys and having sex with another.
Did i miss some galactic memo here?
While they were chatting away about boys, sex and relationships. I sat there quietly petting the dog (a pitbul named Raegan) and wondering if we were ever going to get to a subject that i would have some input on.
It's not like i'm some celebit virgin who's never had a boyfriend in her life. I was the first one out of all my friends to lose my virginity and i've had boy friends. But for the past few years i haven't had anyone...at all. I haven't dated, i haven't slept with anyone, nothing. i've been pretty content with my single life. I mean it does have its down points, but i've gotten thought it. I've always thought that 19 was way to early to be concerned at all with boys and dating. I'm still trying to somehow put my life back together since it was torn apart last April. I don't have time for the troubles of dating. School, my career and making sure that all the bills get paid come first. So why do the rest of my friends all think that they need a man in their life?
When did it become okay and 19 to start thinking about settling down? when did putting relationships with meaningless men ahead of your future become the normal? Am i just an old fashioned girl with old fashioned morals in modern world? Or am i just a few more steps ahead of the rest of my friends? I don't want to just go out on the street and date the first guy i see. If i ever do meet someone i want it to be at the right time, for the right reasons. Gah.. life is so complicated.
Until next time my loyal readers,
The Seasideian
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Did I miss something?
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2 comments:
Sorry about that. I don't have anyone up here to talk to about those things, and you were there. I'm sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable! Everyone needs differant things, and although I dont NEED a guy, I got lucky in finding one this soon. And Kat's just...kat. ;)
p.s. haha. the word verification has the word taco in it. XD
you're ok doll face, I understand, it was just a little weird for me. But it's not like i don't love you and Kat and want you guys to talk to me about this stuff, it was just for once i didn't have anything to talk about...i know, that never happens
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